To Charlie Clear Eyes

I watched as you passed You were fearless and smiled at me when I criedYou said, "Now Isarna, you are still here for a reason." and all I can reply is YOU CUNT! HOW COULD YOU LEAVE ME TO FACE THIS WORLD ALONE?! Sure you were too good for this place but I'm going to spend the rest of this life without you. We were made out of the same stuff: blood, tears, scar tissue, raw violence, disappointment, dirt, hollows, isolation, luck, gunpowder, and experience. Now your gone and all I have is this body, this place, and this feeling that those things simply are not good enough anymore without you. I look around and notice that every breeze carries your scent and every footstep I hear is a reminder that you will not be walking beside me this lifetime. I am once more at a loss.