Something to do

I feel like I have a knife in my back due to my current employment situation. Everything was going so well but instead of things remaining that way it just went to shit. This situation has honestly made me slightly depressed so I have decided to fight back by pretending nothing is wrong. Great coping strategy right? HA. I pretend to be busy all day but I'm really not and for some reason this reminds me of college. Go figure. Fuck. I could have spent today doing anything I wanted but instead I simply think and go through the motions blindly. Luckily, I have a small second income coming in but for some reason I don't just think about money, I think about people. One person pops into my mind often these days but I have no idea why. You would think that it would be a mute issue by now but there lurking in the shadows of my memory is one particular puck ass bitch. This gets me thinking about the reasons why these things happen. I can only come to a handful of conclusions: I'm stupid, I'm crazy, I'm both stupid and crazy, or what if they were thinking about me too? I can only hope that none of these are the case. Regardless, I'm going to be putting up a website soon for Bly's art so if any other artists want to display something then please shoot me an email. (This is distraction number one.) I'm going out. (distraction number two).