I have finally discovered my number one character flaw...

I have finally discovered my number one character flaw... I only do the things that are difficult for me to do rather than those that are easy. If I fuck up with a person and an apology or confrontation is easy then more than likely, I won't do it but if it makes me quake in my shoes then you better bet your boots I will say what is hardest for me to say. If it is harder for me to be nice than to be an asshole then I will be nice. If it is hard to love then I will love even harder and when it is hard to turn away then I will surely do just that. Now keep walking cowboy for you are at a disadvantage.