Destruction

After a few ridiculous and stupid stunts I have come to the conclusion that it is a lot harder to die than it is to live. In fact, not only is harder to die but it would also hurt really fucking bad to die and due to this I have decided not to die because pain sucks. Are things any better with me? ... no but I would rather suffer the destiny I have earned in this life than to incur the wrath of death in my next life. Also, my existence in itself is so preposterous that it can be nothing but shear entertainment for the powers that be so I will go on as many of life's characters by simply remembering that in the broader stem of things I am insignificant and so is everyone else. Only the winners write history but I will write everything else.