Delusions of the Methodical Mind

I will tell you this in confidence because I believe that you are a lot like me. For some reason or another I feel compelled to share a bit of my past because like me, you have more than likely been in a situation in which you have wanted something. This something is different for everyone but most people truly desire one thing in particular and that is often the companionship of another and more often than not this "other" is already preoccupied by another relationship. Its a shame in deed but on an even sharper note, I, of all people, feign the high road and say "oh lets just be friends." The girlfriends gave me the evil glare, they knew what I was up to but in order to not seem like the majorly unattractive "crazy bitches" they were, they let me slide in and out of their significant other's life. Painting a pretty smile on my face, pretending I even cared, and sometimes, yes sometimes dropping hints right in front of the odd couple that said, "I'm better, stronger, and way smarter than you... bitch." She would laugh, I would laugh and funny enough he (as in they) would laugh with a gleam in his eye. Clever me, right? Truth be told, they all knew what I was doing and how I was doing it. Pretty shameful in retrospect but being so devious it is quiet easy to see what underhanded goings on happen all around you. Quiet unsurprising if you ask me.