And the Clock Keeps on Ticking

I am in an unhealthy relationship. I have figured it out and every month since July my boyfriend has walked out on me. He even did it last Friday. I suppose my moving has put a strain on our relationship so much in fact that we did not even celebrate our one year anniversary. I seriously doubt that we will see year number two. Damnit. I thought I was so close to being with someone that I could travel the world with and share my experiences with without judgement or close mindedness but I do believe this ball has fallen short of the fence. It figures. I told you the last time that I thought that I would be unable to recover from the last "break up" but I think this time really did it. It is so hard to walk around with such pain in your heart and to know that the person you loved so much does not care a bit about you. Why would anyone inflict such emotional violence on someone that they care about? I honestly cannot think of an instance were they would. Does not everyone deserve a relationship were they feel safe? Apparently I don't. He claims that he wants a certain level of intimacy with me but how can I possible feel close to someone or want to be close to someone who is constantly walking out? Another thing that bothered me was the fact that we went out with some of my closest friends and all he could talk about was his experiences with his ex's or girls that he had dated. TO MY FRIENDS. I am such a fool.